That was fast; he scowls a little, and pulls the book back to hold it tighter against his chest.
"Yes. I'm pretty sure it can't hurt me, especially if I don't...open myself, read it or anything. But they want to be found. If I just lock it up in my cabin, even with the other books, it might get sneaky. I want to be able to. Keep an eye on it, to will it to behave, without having to carry it with me all the time or stay in my room watching it, but right now my will is limited to touch proximity."
He frowns again, and waves his hands in a series of completely opaque gesticulations.
"I can't just make anything happen, even at full power. It has to....matter? I have to mean it, whole and clear in my head, and the bigger it is the more committed I have to be."
"And what else do you expect to want to use this power for?" This is all very much not a no, it's Porthos wanting to know the parameters of what Kahl is asking for.
He really, honestly, hasn't thought about it that much. It's a lot of effort and focus for only minor return, most of the time. "I could get stuff from across the room without getting up?"
"Because I care about promises, and it's too big and too vague, and it's stupid. Everybody hurts people. You hurt people, you're a soldier. But you want me to just promise never to, when neither of us knows what will happen tomorrow. You're - you're being a hypocrite, and a coward. So I won't promise and you can't make me. Give me my own will back or don't. I'll sit on the damned book like a chicken if I have to."
And then he disappears, book still clutched to his chest.
He is, as implied, holed up in his own room. He's not actually sitting on the book, but he's got on eye on it - while, actually, scrolling through his communicator.
"Fair's fair." He shrugs. There's no point pretending the boy hadn't had a valid point, that would be foolishness. "You might 'ave to protect yourself or someone else, or any number of other reasons."
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"Yes. I'm pretty sure it can't hurt me, especially if I don't...open myself, read it or anything. But they want to be found. If I just lock it up in my cabin, even with the other books, it might get sneaky. I want to be able to. Keep an eye on it, to will it to behave, without having to carry it with me all the time or stay in my room watching it, but right now my will is limited to touch proximity."
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He has some counteroffers, if Porthos is concerned about just how much more dangerous that would make him, but he's not going to start there.
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"I can't just make anything happen, even at full power. It has to....matter? I have to mean it, whole and clear in my head, and the bigger it is the more committed I have to be."
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It mostly just saves him the trouble of teleporting over to touch things before warping them. Not that he's done very much of that.
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He really, honestly, hasn't thought about it that much. It's a lot of effort and focus for only minor return, most of the time. "I could get stuff from across the room without getting up?"
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This is, of course, a teenage yes.
"Not, like, mindreading. But other ways, some. You could phrase it so it only works on objects?" he counter-offers.
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"I won't."
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And then he disappears, book still clutched to his chest.
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Again: he's not promising.
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"Okay. Thank you."
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